I haven’t been working out for 2 months. I’ve been eating crap and starved. Lost weight (only in numbers), gained weight. I’ve lost track in my days and I feel so attached to the person I love the most in my love. I destroyed my relationship because of being someone I’m really not. Nearly lost the love of my life, and completely lost myself.
Because of almost destroying my whole relationship, nothing is the same - at least that’s how I feel. I want everything back, everything him and I had. After realizing how much I love him, I’m wondering if it’s only too late.
Trying to get back up, holding myself and my shit together, but I keep failing. I’ve lost my independence, which is really breaking me down. So, yeah, I’m having a little bit of a hard time right now.
Now you all know why my Tumblr has been so dead. I miss you all.